Sorry

I have been really busy with exams but I'm hoping from now on I'll be able to date more regularly. So recently not much has been happening all that's happened is exams which is really boring so nothing interesting.

Exams

 So I might not be blogging much in the next couple of weeks as I have some exams which I really need to study for. I will try come and blog as much as possible though. 

 So recently not much has been happening, been really bored stuck at home revising which feels like a waste of the holidays but it'll be worth it. I've seen some of my friends to but trying to avoid food at all costs. 

2013

Happy new year everyone!
 Hopefully this will be my year. I guess I can always hope. Hopefully this is the year I will lose all the weight that really need to go. I'm not bothering with this whole 'new year, new me' because it is always just the same. So I'd rather not think that life is going to be better so then at least I won't be disappointed next new years. But I know I can lose the weight. so what is everyone's new years resolutions?

So I have changed my mind

 I was going to start ABC but it hasn't been working fast enough, so from today I'm fasting. I don't know how long for. It should only be for a few days but i'm hoping it will just get me started. But I'm not going to do it for long as I have exams coming up soon so I don't want to be faint for that. So three days maximum I think.
 Not much has been going on the last few days I've been shopping twice. Once with my friend and her sister and once with my mum. With my friend it was a really good day we went to a big shopping centre and she has an eating disorder so I didn't really have to worry about food then. However I felt so embarrassed because she is tiny and I looked so huge compared to her and I just wished I was as thin as her. One day I will get there. I have a look way to go though.
 Yesterday I went with my mum and it was good but we have a lot of difference in what is nice and what isn't. We also needed to sort a new phone out for me as my contract has ran out. So I am now an owner of an Iphone 5 and it is a lot better than my blackberry. So I'm happy about that.
 I'm not doing anything today either I don't think. Just going to do some exercise and then I have work later. So that's just another boring day.
 I'll let you know if something exciting happens.

ABC Diet

So tomorrow I've decided to try the ABC diet, I'm hoping that I can make it through the 50 days. So thats my goal starting tomorrow to make it through that diet. I don't know how much I weigh, and I probably don't want to but I will weigh in tomorrow morning for my start weight. Well let you know how it's all going.

Sales shopping

So tomorrow, me and my friend are going sales shopping. I'm excited because I love shopping, but she is tiny and so thin and she is going to be getting such smaller sizes than me. So hopefully it will be a good day just hoping it goes well and that there is plenty of good items in the sales.
 Today is so boring, I haven't really done anything and I don't plan on doing anything all day as there isn't much to do. I usually go to see family on boxing day but I'm not this year. So if anyone has any good ideas of things to do then please tell me haha.
 I have exams when I go back to school in January and I still haven't started revising yet so maybe thats a good thing to start doing today but I'm not feeling it, too much effort and I'm still tired from yesterday. But that will be something I need to start at the weekend.

The worst and best parts for christmas

Lets start with positive seen as it's christmas and we show all be happy. So good things:

• Presents, everyone loves getting presents 
• Seeing family, I love seeing some of my family some not so much
• Having a laugh, once the parents have had a few drinks its always funny to watch them

So now not the so good bits, I mean most people would still love christmas for some of theses reasons but I don't:

• The food, I mean most people love christmas dinner but I just can't enjoy it thinking about all the calories. And there is all the chocolate and stuff like that
• Arguments sometimes at home we have arguments even on christmas which I hate but started to get used too

One other thing is that I really wish it would snow, I love the snow. And I got lots of presents and I'm happy with all of them. Got lots of makeup and clothes. As well I got a phone. So what did everyone else get? And I wish you all a merry christmas. And I hope you all have a really good day :)