Tuesday, 13 November 2012
So this week has been quite hard so far, school have been rushing us for our university application so it means i'm stressing out about how well i've done and to make sure everything is okay. Even though i'm still not positive I want to go. I mean it seems to be fun and everyone says it's a great experience. Also I have my dance presentation tonight, and I'm dreading it. I am going to look fat next to all the other girls and I don't want them to see me like this. I just want to be skinny and look cute in the outfits. As well I'm sorry I haven't made a post in a while but I have been working a lot recently, I want to work I need the money but I barely ever see friends anymore which is good because they can't make me eat but they keep complaining that I don't come out so I don't know what to do.