So my university application went off today finally!! Now just can't wait until I go next year, so bored of 6th form and being at home. I'm just looking forward to being independent.
So anyway now i'm just excited for christmas and all i seem to be doing now is going to parties on a weekend now. I have one tonight and one next weekend. I love going to parties but i'm worried about my body and how i look. I just wish I had a better body. But I can't do anything about it now. I just have to enjoy.
So today at school anyway in psychology we were talking about different mental disorders and everyone was shocked about how much I knew about eating disorders and depression so I wish I'd just kept quiet now. Even my teacher was shocked. So it got quite awkward and people were asking how I knew all of it. And all I said was that 'I just did'. There wasn't really much else I could say.
I've also started dieting with my friend. She just wants to tone up really but i'm desperate to lose all this weight. Does anyone have any ideas of the best diets that help you lose fast, I really need the help. I'm sick of looking like this, don't want to be fat anymore.